Well, my mom is going to Dallas, Texas later at 3 in the morning for her annual Mary Kay seminar. Which means I need to get a ride to summer school from my dad today and Thursday while I need to get on the bus to school at 7 in the bloody morning tomorrow. High chance I'll accidently sleep in and miss the bus or miss class since my dad is at work by then and I'm all alone in the house with my two cats. Even so, Wednesday I'm going to the library to get my reading challenge half-way-done prize (when you read for 25 hours, you get a prize), my holds, and possibly wander over to the Fremont Hub to go to Barnes and Noble to go manga and novel hunting. I have almost nothing to read here! Either that or I too lazy to care anymore, which is bad for me.

Besides, even if I miss one day of summer school, I'm still in the clear. My attendance is currently perfect. Three absences or nine tardies and I'm kicked out of the summer school program, no exceptions. So I don't have to worry too much.

... That's all to say now. Geh, my lips are sticking to my braces! Neener neener, I am tired! Goodbye!

Well, I just got back from the orthodontic office after receiving the top half of my new braces. Twice the wire moved and pricked me in the back left side of my mouth. Turned out the actual wire was too long so they had to clip it to shorten it out. My mouth is still a little sore from the previous prickings but they're getting better.

Now I'm just watching "Abbott & Castello Meet The Killer, Boris Karloff" while making an AMV focusing on Cheshire Cat from Pandora Hearts. I haven't pick any music yet but I get to have some fun, don't I?

Like I've mentioned in my last post, I've installed "Driver Detective" and American McGee's Alice onto my computer yesterday and was happy. Today, I am very mad. When I went to bed last night, my laptop did an unexpected shutdown while I was in the bathroom. I had paid no mind to it 'cause it happened after I manually shutted it down myself. When I went on again, it would not start up so it underwent its recovery program. Biggest bullshit that happened: IT REMOVED MY RECENTLY INSTALLED PROGRAMS FROM MY HARD DRIVE!! Which meant reinstalling my "Driver Detective" program and American McGee's Alice. While I was putting my "Driver Detective" back up, I accidently purchased it again! Which meant $30 were wasted on a program that I already had the registration code to! I can't tell my mom about it 'cause then she'll want to know the whole story, including the game! AAAAAGGHHH! I want a refund, dammit! This is too frustrating!

And I was going to use that money to purchase the Japanese volumes 4 & 8 of Pandora Hearts! WAAH!!! I'm in such a deep shit hole!

A while back I won a rare Windows 95/98 PC game called American McGee's Alice on Ebay. It finally came in the mail today! Yeah! I quickly hid it in my room before my mom came home 'cause if she saw the game, she would constantly pester and question me about it (which she always does when I get something in the mail).

About an hour ago, I was hunting for a program that would allow my laptop to play the ancient game on my computer and I found one. It's called "Driver Detective" and it really works! After an aggrivating 35 minutes, I was able to install and play the game! I'm in heaven now! Even though I've already seen all the cutscenes on YouTube and know what happens in the end, I still wanted to play it. Gamer's hunger and demand, I somewhat call it.

Well, now I just need to get used to the controls (note: have been playing almost nothing but handheld and Playstation games my whole life, I know that), especially since I keep falling into this acidic-like river and losing HP! I'm pathetic in some aspects of life. Computer games must be one of them.

I can't believe I actually stayed up all night with my friends while at a friends house! They just love to do last minute sleepovers! Such fun! I HAVEN'T SLEPT A FUCKING WINK ALL NIGHT! I finally crashed at daybreak after everyone else did. At 5:25 in the bloody morning! I was up all night running on a hot dog and a can of coke! That's it!

Pass out bitches! *crashes on the living room floor in own house*

It's too noisy. Too much smoke from the fireworks gives me headaches. The loud booms from the fireworks give me and my cats heart attacks each time! I can't breathe or think with all this going on outside! GAAAH!

I've also watched "Phoebe in Wonderland" and that movie brought up a lot of old chilhood wounds. Like how kids mistreated me because I was different in ways of thinking and behaivor.

Geez! I've only had my new phone for only a couple hours and my friends are swarming at me with texts! We are having problems among the group. One of my friends snapped at another friend of mine. I wasn't aware of the situation until a few minutes ago 'cause I left summer school earlier than usual, which meant I didn't stop by to chat with my friends. My friend kept on shooting texts at me while I was still trying to get used to my phone.

Finally got a comment on one of my poems that I submitted on Teen Ink. The poem's not on purelydreaming.com yet, but it might show up soon.

I'm really happy about it! I tend to get very excited when people comment on my poems due to the fact that most of the time my poems are ignored, collecting dust in a digitalized corner.

I finally came up with names for my Cheshire Cat brothers! Their names are Shiro and Kuro. I'm so happy!

Just need to finish the garbage and we can leave to get my new phone! YEEEEE!!

Great. Now I have another online account to do posts on. I promised myself to post on LJ, DA, and now purelydreaming.com.

Agh! Posting on multiple sites can be a pain but thanks to the blessing of copying and pasting, it's less frustrating.

... I LOVE STRAWBERRIES! STRAWBERRIES MAKE THE WORLD GO AROUND! WHOOOOOO!!!

Crap! Went high on brain chemicals again......

I need to write more often on my stories. And work on my online monthly Mental Health test.

Thinking about doing another dedication poem like I did with the Cheshire Cat from Pandora Hearts. This time I want to do someone from FFVII Dirge of Cerberus, namely the Tsviets. Maybe I can do Nero the Sable first, who knows.

AND IN 3 MORE DAYS I GET TO UPGRADE MY PHONE! Kudos!

Ring

Ring

Kitty Ears

Kitty Tail

Ring-Ring

Ring-Ring

Eyes the color of crimson

Clothes black like nightingales

Ring-a-Ling

Ring-a-Ling

Chalky white skin

With disinterested gaze

Ring-Ring-Ring

Ring-Ring-Ring

Hair dark blood and disarray

Claws covered with malice

Meow

Meow

The kitty smells evil bringers

To hurt its lost master

Hiss

Hiss

The calm but volatile cat

Protects its master’s harsh memories

From the master herself

Good kitty

But you job is done

Go to sleep

And perish within your maze

Made by the Abyss

I'm in a complete writer's block! I did have a story in mind to write, but due to my stubornness of picking names before anything else, I haven't done shit!
Woe is me. I want my Cheshire Cat Brothers drawn! WAAAH!!

NOTE: This survey is for DeviantArt users and the like. So there won't be any confusion, my DA name is ame-anemone.

Random Facts Thingy

1. What does your deviantart name mean and why?
Ame is the romanized Japanese word for rain and Anemone is the name of my favorite flower.

2. Angels or Demons?
Semi-both. Depends on my mood.

3. Pick a Pokemon game!
I lost my taste in Pokemon in 6th grade.

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA?
pyromaniac, AiKo-FriKkI, and TheBloodWingedAngel.

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
Both.

6. What colour eyes would you most like to have?
Red (like Vincent Valentine or Nero the Sable).

7. What is your favorite deviation?
.... These two!
http://z32.deviantart.com/art/Nero-Desktop-44720390
http://nephilim-aedon.deviantart.com/art/Loveless-86663622

8. What are you favorite animated TV shows?
Eerr..... Kuroshitsuji, Lucky Star, Code Geass, Sukisho!, Jigoku Soujo, xxxHolic, and Rozen Maiden.

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
My characters. WAAH! I want to be able to draw my Cheshire Cat Brothers!

10. Summer or winter?
Winter.

11. Rain or shine?
Rain.

12. What's your favorite type of music?
Symphonic Metal.

13. What’s your favorite cooking show?
None, they make me fall asleep and hungry.

14. Anime or manga?
Both! But the manga is usually better!

15. Tea or coffee?
I hate both, but I'll go with tea 'cause coffee to me is an evil addictive thing.

16. Books or TV?
Books. I don't watch TV.

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
An hour or two.

18. Name a hidden talent.
I don't know.

19. Nintendo or Playstation?
Playstation.

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Jack 'n The Box.

21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
The Devouring by Simon Holt
What Happened To Lani Garver by Carol Plum-Ucci
Missing by Gakuto Coda

22. Sharks or dolphins?
Dolphins.

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands.
Nightwish, Gackt, and Within Temptation.

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Slow to medium.

25. Do you like Denny's?
Hell no.

26. What is your favorite emoticon?
Ninja Star.

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
Sweet Potato.

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Almost once, but I immediatly crashed the instant I rested my eyes.

29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
Only when I'm bored.

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
LiveJournal, Twitter, Gaia, FanFiction.net, YouTube, Teen Ink, and FictionPress.com.

31. Do you cosplay?
I wish.

32. Fruits or sweets?
Usually fruits, when available at my house.

33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Salted.

34. Do you like Pokerface by Lady Gaga?
Huh?

35. Have you been on a plane?
I'm on one twice a year.

36. Have you swum in an ocean?
Almost did.

37. Have you been ice-skating?
Yep.

38. Favourite vacation spot?
Never had a real vacation.

39. Buses or trains?
Both.

40. Favorite salad dressing?
Usually Blue Cheese or Caeser.

41. Vampires or werewolves?
Vampires.

42. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
Angels and Demons (went to see it the week of my birthday).

43. And on DVD?
Crossed Over.

44. If you could go anywhere in the world...
England, Japan, and Ireland.

45. Favorite time of the day?
Twilight.

46. What did you want to be when you were little?
A Mary Kay consultant.

47. What do you want to be now?
Writer.

48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
I can't choose! Too many!

49. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Edward Cullen or Professor Hojo.

50. When’s your b-day?
May 13.

51. Favorite type of ice cream?
Orange Sherbert.

52. Last book you read?
Fade by Lisa McMann.

53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
Highest chance would be Ebay.

54. Do you say ‘zee’ or ‘zed’?
ZEEEEEE!

55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
"Is your hair color real?"

56. Favourite childhood food?
Mac 'n Cheese, so obvious.

57. What was your favourite show as a kid?
Doug Funnie.

58. What are you listening to right now?
Redemption by Gackt.

59. What is the last thing you ate?
Cheetoes.

60. If you were a crayon what C O L O U R would you be?
Crimson.

61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
-_-; Um.... Eyes, I guess.

62. Favourite sport to play?
Soccer.

63. What is the most unique sport you can do?
????

64. Ever been stabbed in the back?
Way too many  times in my life. That's why I'm depressed.

65. Chocolate or vanilla?
Vanilla.

66. Favorite Board Game?
I can't remember. It had something to do with colored sticks.

67. Favorite smells?
Air during and after rainfall.

68. What inspires you?
Books, music, manga, anime, the list goes on.

69. Do you have any piercings?
On my ears.

70. How many siblings do you have?
I'm an only child and it's pretty lonely.

71. Bacon Bits or croutons?
Bacon Bits! BACCCOOOONN!

72. Favorite Day of the Week?
Friday or Wednesday.

73. Favorite phrase?
"There's no such thing as coincidence, only Hitsuzen." - Yuuko, xxxHolic
"After all, prejudice is ignorance and ignorance is not knowing." - Unknown

74. Favorite gemstone?
Emerald and Garnet.

75. Favorite animal(s)?
Foxes, Bats, and Cats.

76. Favorite thing to do outside?
I don't go outside often.

77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
Watching anime.

78. Favorite Disney characters?
Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland.

79. List your eight favorite songs!
'Redemption' by Gackt
'I'm Alive!' from Kuroshitsuji
'Fight Tune "Messenger of the Dark"' from Dirge of Cerberus
'Shattered' by Trading Yesterday
'Letter-From the Lost Days' from Silent Hill
"Artificial Children' by IOSYS
'Heaven's a Lie' by Lacuna Coil
'Emptiness and' from The World Ends With You

80. Tag 8 people
Don't want to.

What are you Afraid of?

[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[X] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[X] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[X] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[X] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[X] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[X] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

Total so far: 6

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

Total so far: 6

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[X] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[X] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

Total so far: 8

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.

Total so far: 8

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

Total so far: 8

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

Total so far: 8

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles. [Snakes of course]
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

Total so far: 8

I
[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[X] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

Total so far: 9

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

Total so far: 9

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

Total so far: 9

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

Total so far: 9

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[X] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

Total so far: 10

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

Total so far: 10

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[X] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

Total so far: 11

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[X] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

Total so far: 12

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[X] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
[ ] Tychiphobia – Fear of accidents.

Total so far: 13

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals

Total so far: 13

Well, after playing Dirge of Cerberus again, I grew a little bored of playing the main story and decided to do the extra missions. I didn't realize they would be this hard! D: The last mission I completed (and mention below) took me 22 minutes to complete. TWENTY-TWO FUCKING MINUTES TO BEAT UP A RHINO! Agh! This sucks!

While I was playing this one mission, the one where you have to defeat Dual Horn (ugly SOB), I went to go check out this waterfall and all the sudden I heard this weird noise. Then I was attacked by something. While I was thinking "Holy Shit!" non-stop, I couldn't figure out what the hell it was until I saw it. I was so pissed, I was getting my ass kicked by that bloody little cactus (it's one of those FF symbol creatures, like the Chocobo). I just shot the thing dead. Turns out, it was one of those hidden enemies I was supposed to find to unlock bonus features. I unlocked the WRO character sketches. Whee!

........ I'm going to go against Nero and Weiss again now. :D They are so awesome! I want to kidnap Nero and make him my slave. Hee hee!

Geez! I can't believe I got addicted to TWO manga series in 2 days! I'm so going over board!

I just hope my love for LOVELESS doesn't falter, like I did with a bunch of other series(i.e. Chibi Vampire, Vampire Knight, Moon Phase, etc.). It seems the love bar is declining a little. EEK! Don't want that.

I HATE SEIMEI THAT INCESTUAL BASTARD SON OF A BITCH!!!!

...... Oops. Accidently snapped out my buried fury. And I randomly coined another word for no reason again. -_-;

The two series I now addicted to (again) is Pandora Hearts (courtesy of Yen Press) and Persona 3 (courtesy of OneManga.com).

I LOVE YOU ALICE AND CHESHIRE CAT! YOU GUYS ARE SO HOT!!

...... Eh hehehe. Oops again, I guess. (nervous laugh)